Its a tough road

Lately I have been trying to get back to being "normal" what ever that means! lol
I try my hardest to cook meals for the kids, try my hardest to bake cakes, cupcakes, make cookies be domesticated. Try my hardest to clean up the house every night before we go to bed. To keep laundry cleaned, keep our rooms cleaned. I have so much work to do before Matt gets home for his R&R and oh my it seems crazy. I only have 29 days.. .which seems like a lot but with two little boys and busy schedules its not very much time. Plus with my crazy mood swings its hard. There are days I am go go and want to clean up and then days when I am like really there is no reason too. I miss Matt so much and I know its only a little hill before he gets here after the big mountain we have climbed already but it seems like one of the hardest hills we have yet to come to! I pray that we get every thing done in a timely manner and not wait till the last minute and go crazy doing it all on my own. I pray that these 29 days dont go to waste and we use every day to get ready for Daddy's arival! I pray that they go at a pace that I can handle and not to fast an dnot to slow! I pray that I am a better wife, Christian, mother after these 29 days and that it shows and my husband is proud of me! I just pray that I get through these 29 days the best that we can. :)