Where did the end of December and the start of January go?!?! It is officially a week till the love of my life leaves and we start our 365 day journey with out him. We being 2 Dogs a Cat and 2 turtles and my 2 boys Bryan and Alex and Me . Bryan is 2 1/2 and Alex is 1 1/2 . They are both daddys boys and I am sure going to be a wreck once daddy leaves. We are going to try hard to stay strong for one another. :) I plan on staying busy busy and keeping the boys occupied as much as I can so that our year goes by super fast. We also have the best of friends to help us get through this tough time.
We have done a couple TDY's 1 week and 3 week ones so they are nothing compared to what we have to endure soon but we have some experience.
I hope to come on as often as time and my boys will let me and share our journey, the pain,the happiness,the struggle, everything I can. :) So far with this week ahead I have been sad here and there and have cried a bit lately. I look at My love and just cry thinking I wont be able to see him face to face and hug him soon... for a long time. Bryan knows daddy is going and he is worried every time Daddy leaves the room he is like MOmmy where is Daddy? where did he go? He already asked daddy not to leave! Alex I am sure does not understand much of the idea that daddy is leaving but i am sure it will affect him just as much as it does Bryan and me. He is going to change so much while Daddy is gone and I feel so bad that daddy has to miss most of it. Alex only has 4 teeth as of yet, and does not really talk that much except for baby babble. So Bryan and I have the pleasure of teaching Alex to talk more and potty training him and him teething ! :) As of today I feel ready, we have known he is leaving us since August and it has been a tough tough journey since then, but we are almost here and almost ready to go.
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