Thanksgiving.

Another Holiday we have to spend away from daddy... Yet,
I feel very sad that we will not be with daddy tomorrow , I am very blessed that we will get to spend it with my mom and dad. This is going to be the first and last time we will get to in a long time. :) God is good!
I honestly did not think that it would hit me and make me sad to not be with Matt on Thanksgiving, Why I thought that I have no clue!? lol I guess I felt that we were always thankful for all the things we have and that it was just another day to us. Yet I see all the families together and my friends with their spouses and it makes me sad. To think just last year we were all a family and we went to Granny's house all together.
I guess i have to just be glad that we only have 7 more weeks and after the long long year that we have almost been through that should be nothing... like I said SHOULD be nothing yet it still feels like its going super duper slow at times.
Well here we go the things that I am thankful for...
I am so blessed and Thankful for my Lord and saviour ! He has blessed me with two wonderful boys and a Wonderful husband! I am so thankful for the three of them! They fill my life with lots of laughs and hugs and kisses and memories for a life time! They give me so much hope and pride.
I am thankful that I have gone through 10 months without my husband and Grew as a person spiritaly and emotionaly. I am so much stronger than I have ever been in my life.
I am thankful that God blessed us with this deployment in the fact that I needed to find him again in my life. I needed to get back to Church and praising our Lord and this is how he got me back! :) Also I needed to take a look at my marriage and see what I was doing to harm it. I am blessed that God is helping me to be a better wife to my husband!
I am thankful for my parents being able to share in the holidays with us and that Elliott is doing better. :) I am thankful that God put Elliotts mom back in to his life recently and all of his family! He is soo Good!
I am thankful for the friends that God has put in to my life. I love them all! :)
I am thankful for my mother in law who has helped me so oooo soo much throught this year!
I am thankful that God helped me appreciate so much and never take advantage of the little things we have in life!
Happy Thanksgiving!