November 14th 2010

I actually wrote this on November 14th but did not get a chance to post it....

Matt just left today after a fun filled awesome 2 weeks with us! We had a nice halloween with a haunted house inthe garage. Bry was a blues hockey player and Alex was a Vampire. We drove all the way to florida and got on a Royal carribean cruise to the bahamas. It was really really nice there.
Alex and I picked up Matt at the airport. that was pretty AWESOME. We met him at the gate, Alex ran to his daddy and gave him big hugs on the floor!! Then I went down to my knees and hugged the both of them for like 2 minutes! It was something I will never ever forget! Then Matt went to surpise Bryan at his School, KSDK was there they heard that Matt was going to be coming home and doing the suprise and wanted to be apart of it! I still cry to when I see the video! I was so so so nervous the day Matt came home. I have no idea why I was nervous I guess all the time away I wondered if we would all be the same together. As soon as we got together it was like he never ever left we all clicked and were a family once again!

Today I have to say was hard. I felt that I was not strong enough to take Matt to the Airport so we took him to the Metro. I cried the whole way to the Metro and after his last hug and kiss ! Then cried when we got home. House felt so quiet and lonely! Its werid to think a house can feel quiet and lonely with two toddlers! We spent two whole weeks always together, so it was hard to all of a sudden just not have him around. We have been praying and praying today! Praying for Strength for all 4 of us! Today went by slow but I have to say not as slow as Jan 18th 2010 did! We have about 9 weeks till he comes back so I pray God Gets us through and also gives us all strength each and every day.

I am so blessed to have a GREAT husband like him and I cant wait to hug and kiss him again and go live our happily ever after in Hawaii! Let the Countdown begin 67 days!