Myself?!

I have not been myself lately. Things have been quite a roller coaster for me and for the boys. I am hoping we are over this hump and will slowly go back to whater ever normal is at this point. We have had situations happen and set us back quite a bit.. took me back to almost feeling the way I felt week one! I have started to miss Matt a lot! and feel like it will be forever till we see him again. I am not excited for much of anything an y more and its horrible. My awesome In laws took the boys this weekend so I can have a much much much needed break! :) I hope this helps me get back to reality and be the great loving mom and wife I know I can be. I get to take a nap !!! lol and wake up late! woo hoo! I was very sick yesterday!! I think from stress! I feel better today and hope that it continues to get better. :) We found out Matt will be home for his 2 week break in October yay!!! now if it was only October! Slowly but surely! I can not wait to be myself again... :)