It has been a little while since I last really blogged. Life has gone upside down and inside out the past month. Most of the time I don't even know what day it is.. What time it is.. or month lol. I have my days when I miss Matt soo much it hurts. Then I have my days that go by so fast I don't have time to miss Matt. Matt and I talk every day, we still have are disagreements even being so far apart.. lol I guess we always will. We have decided to put Bry in preschool for a summer Session. I am excited for that since I really want him to be socialized. :) He is doing so good, he have been an awesome great big brother for Alex. We are putting Bry in T-ball this summer , cant wait! Alex is talking so much more now. He is so cute. He makes me smile, but he is a lot more bossy and thinks he needs to get what he wants all the time lol. Terrible twos seem to have started already! lol I feel like I am in for a long long year! Matt has been gone 8 weeks today. Seems like a long time but then again does not seem like a long time.. But at least we have only 10 months left right?! :) Matt is set to come home at the End of October for two weeks. It sucks that it is not sooner rather than later but then again when he leaves us again we will only have 8 weeks left. I guess 8 weeks wont be so bad after 10 whole months. Right now it seem like forever since we just got through the first 8 weeks.
There are days where my life is a blur and I just want my life to go back to normal. With Matt here and us living as a family here in our house alone. I have to say it is not always easy sharing our home, our food, our space. Especially when I am missing matt terribly and instead of him being here someone else is.. .I at times feel selfish ... I am working on that.
I love my friends so much. If it was not for them I would not be getting through these tough and good days! Hopefully we get through the next 8weeks just as fast. :)
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