Well he came home January 15th. We are so blessed! We got there at the gate and waited and waited and theNews Guy from KSDK channel 5 was there it was nice. He litterally was the last one on the plane. When he came out everyone in the airport clapped for him! It was awesome! We ran and hugged him and it was just a GREAT feeling to be a Whole Family again.
I have to say still to this day it does not seem like its real. Everything down to the whole year we spent with him does not even seem real.
i am like did I really go through a whole year with out him.? and then I start to cry! I cannot beleive that God gave me such grace and such Strength to get through that whole year with out my husband and go through the trials that I had to go through. I am truly blessed!!!
The first week and a half were kind of tough. He is used to his own way and doing things for himself and I am use to my own way and use to doing things for just me and the boys and so we classed a bit. It was almost like I wanted him to go away again so that I can have my normal. Yet, finally withthe Grace of God again we got it back to our normal. We are so much in love, so much more than we ever have been.
We have so many family movie nights and we just sit around and love on each other as a family all the time. Bry of course was so happy and is so happy to have his Daddy home! Hes the only one that Bry wants to take him to school and pick him up and play hockey with and well everything! Every once in a while it hurts my feelings but then I get over it. I for the whole year got to be the favorite , got to be the one that Bry said oh mommy I love you so much. The one that Bry wanted to cuddle with, hug , kiss, play with and read books with. Now that daddy's home I have been replaced lol. Don't get me wrong I do enjoy the fact that I am not the one that is on high demand any more, but at times , times just like yesterday I get my heart crushed just a bit.
I for the first time Picked up bry by myself at school and he asked Where is my daddy? I said at home with Alex, he looked at me and said no!! I want my daddy here to pick me up not you!!! I said why? He said because I love him I dont love you any more! I said Bry that is not nice and he said I know mom I am just a big meanie!!! ~ Which caught me off guard and made me laugh ... But yes he was being a big meanie! I brush it off a lot of the times. I know he loves me and needs me just when he says things like that just sometimes it makes me sad...
We have been trully blessed by God this whole year and the more to come.
I feel like I have changed in to a better person, for me and my family. I have to keep pinching myself are we all really here together as a family?? its really nice !! I am so happy and thankful.
I love being a military wife (for now) lol
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